great expectations

ultimately, in the end
just for selfish pleasure
we end up doing the one thing
we always said
we'd "never"

Like I have that many lies to waste
or that much time to spill
to kill
yeah, there, I said it it
what you never could
what you never would
oh but wait
just for minute
just let me spin it
you did
and I didn't
or I did
and you didn't
or we did
or we didn't
and it never mattered
and we never should have bothered
bothered the rest
the best
most of the people
with our craziness
our lameness
ours
I mean..
mine
I meant..
yours
There, I said it
this never should have
this never could have
this never would have
this never
this what
this ever
after
never
ever
again
except it did
and it will
and it won't
and it can't
but I can't
I mean you can't
I mean we can't
never
ever
break our hearts
unitl it stops
or it never starts
I mean stops
forever
and ever
and never
ever
again
because I never win
I mean...
you always win
and I can't
I mean I can
at least I thought I could
at least you said I should
at least you promised me you would
stay
forever
and ever
and I never believed
and you knew you would leave
me here
forever
and ever
and never
again
will I waste another lie
or spill so much of my blood
I mean...my time
on you
on me
until the day after tomorrow
or until there's more time to steal
I mean...borrow
until the next forever ever
the next next of never