Road Block

Nothing
Something
What
Not
Words
Heard
Share
Bare
Attention
Retention
Sustain
Refrain
Happy
Sappy
Hurt
Worth
Shame
Name
Slice
Twice
Truth
Sleuth
Shaken
Taken
Cold
Bold
Pause
Cause
Might
Fright
Open
Floating
Free
Sleep
Ask
Mask
Fake
Take
Lies
Cries
Child
Wild
Storm
Warm
Talking
Walking
Running
Shunning
Mirrors
Fears
Sick
Tricks
Contortion
Absorption
Twisted
Shifted
Inside
In time
Purge
Splurge
Puke
Fluke
Craziness
Laziness
Insanity
My family
Fits
Drifts
Pieces
Sleeplessness
Addicted
Afflicted
Wreckage
Message
Bury
Carry
Poison
Wanton
Ripping
Slipping
Tearing
Caring
Heart
Apart
Faith
Raped
Locked
Stocked
Ready
Steady
Repeat
Retreat

P.S. Once more, take it from the top.

Running With Razorblades

I lied to you just the other day.

Did you know?

You looked me in the eye and asked me a question.

I answered and laughed.

You believed me.

Only because you have no reason to doubt me.

It wasn't even a good lie.

The illusion of truth is hidden behind deception, magnificent story telling, and straight faced lying.

Can you find it?

Do you even know what I am talking about?





Don't mind me. I'm not even talking to you.


I'm just talking to myself again.....


Or is that another lie too?


p.s. Cuts both ways, right?

Spinning While Standing Still

So it goes
Another day is gone
Nobody knows
If we'll get another one







p.s. So what did you do today?

What An Amazing View

Standing on the edge
Believing I can fly
100% chance of failure
Will it matter if I try?





So I am done waiting for a full page of fluid thoughts to come my way, I am about to write this shit as it comes to me. It might make sense or it might not. But this shit has got to go. And I am tired of waiting.....


Feel me?

Fuck yes, you do.


p.s. Cliffhanger



A work in progress is what I have become....


Swinging

Tap, tap, tap
Goes my pen on my page
Leaving nothing but little dots
I'm empty
But enraged.

It will be a miracle
if I can complete a single thought.
In between the dots are scribbles,
Really, I should just fucking stop.

Sometimes you have to face it
that you have nothing new to say.
Now, I am drawing smiley faces
and wasting the day away.

Tap, tap, tap
I hear the sound again.
If I could only find the words,
I'd get tons of use out of my new friend.

I've hidden all the answers
So deep within my heart.
I can't blame you for not finding them.
Fuck, I don't even know where to start.

I'm not asking you to read me
or for you to even listen.
But just in case you happen to,
Can you by chance tell me what I'm missing?

My smiley faces stop
and I am now drawing flowers.
I'm still not digging deep enough
and I'm such a fucking coward.

So for now I will put my pen away
and give this shit a rest.
And I'll go back to doing nothing
Afterall, it's what I do best.


p.s. 2 for 1 deal today

I Should Come With A Warning Label

Fragile
Handle With Care
Sharp Edges
Toxic
Dangerous
Flammable
Could Cause Drowsiness, Nausea, Sleeplessness, Irritability, Blurred Vision
Please Read Instruction Manual Thoroughly
May Stain Skin or Clothing
Rated R for Extreme Profanity and Violence