It's my hiding place. But not really. I just gave it away. Can you see me? Can you hear me? I'm talking to you. Yeah, YOU. Uh-huh, I know you hear me. I think I'll stay here for a long while. You need me here. You don't even realize it yet. But I will make you see. I will show you.
You can't get rid of me. Not that easily. I will take up residence. I packed my bags and I'm prepared to ride it out. As long as it takes. Do you know how stubborn I am? I never give up. I will infest your every thought. I will creep up on you in everything you do. You will try to push me out, but you will always turn back to me.
You will feel my love with every heartbeat. Thump...thump...thump. Slice your arms open and it will be my blood that spills out. Not yours. I feed you. I keep you alive.
And I will never leave you.
I can't.
I never learned how to leave. I only know how to stay.
And here is where I am.
For the rest of my miserable life.
Or until........
p.s. And this is how it could be.
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Wow.
I need to come back and read this again.
But, on the surface of this post, you do have one thing right.
You won't ever leave my mind!
Thank you for being there for me, Sdock.
I can't ever begin to repay you.
Oh Sdock, Sdock.
Honey.
I can't help but sound like a sports couch.
You can do it!
Here is some outrageously expensive clove cigarettes and a blue glittery lighter and attack snuggles!!!!
What was your day like?
Oh sdock sweetie, how do you put up with this emotional wreck.
Once again, you found me and brought me back.
I love you more than you will ever know.
Sdock,
I'm sorry I made you feel sad tonight.
Thank you for your songs :)
-♥-
Mustard
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