Friday, May 2, 2008

Blues

For a brief moment
I was there
I was laughing and happy
suspended
floating
ecstatic

I had everything
I could hear the music
Your voice, your words
so beautiful
so touching
so tragic

I was not lonely
I fit in
with this crowd
exciting
amazing
pure magic

Now that it's over
I close my eyes
trying to go back
in time
that place
that night
If I could
I would
and I promise that this time
I would hold on and grab it.

Time moved so fast
I blinked
and I'm back
in this fucked up reality of life
And I'll spend my time
waiting
hoping
and wishing
not knowing how much longer
I can stand it.

p.s. And just like that, it was over.

7 comments:

MissTottenham said...

I know you will be sad now it is over, but I am glad you are back.


I ♥ you.

Anonymous said...

Hi there, stranger.

Wandering about. Flitted in here. I'm happy that the concert was such a wonderful experience, though it had to end.

Stay well.

PJ's in blue said...

Hi Sis!

It has been a long time since we had a talk.

You pulled me threw a time in my life when i was scared and confused and gave me the confidence to work it out.

My blog has helped as well, the progress is amazing and my work more enjoyable, I had taken on anything and everything to dull the pain.

Work and a blog!
medication with out a prescription works wonders.

Just wanted you to know how it is going and that you did help.

PJ

Anonymous said...

Get

Out

Of

My

Head.

;) Kidding, dudess. You've been there, you know.

You know, sometimes all it takes is a night to sleep on it. You'll wake up clear(er)-headed tomorrow, and things will make a teeny bit more sense. Shit sucks at night, so in the morning, shit will suck less. ;)

You know I love ya, and you know we're all here if and when you need us.

Andrea said...

Hello SDock,

I'm wandering around. Thought I would stop in and say hello, since it's been quite a while.

I enjoyed this post. You describe exactly how I feel whenever I return from a good concert or movie or even a relaxing vacation. I wish I could hold onto that experience and live in it forever.

I hope you are well. Take care!

Andrea

MissTottenham said...

SNOG!

Anonymous said...

Your fingers were crossed.

It isn't going to work out, is it?

You just need to know that whatever happens, it is not your fault. No blame is going to be cast on you. You aren't a failure. It's just some things don't work out, you know? It it isn't for the lack of trying.

If I'm totally off the mark, you can tell me to shut up. :) I hope everything's okay.

Night, Sdock.