lamer than lame
dreadfully mundane
moderately insane
standing too close to the flame
while praying for rain
aboard the crazy train
folding a tiny paper airplane
fake happiness and fame
always the same
does no good to complain
I never refrain
from scrubbing the stain
or going against the grain
circling the drain
my self inflicted pain
mangled and maimed
I suck at this game
padlocked and chained
with nothing to gain
making no claims
naming no names
adrenaline pumps through my veins
pulling tightly on the reins
in the wrong fucking lane
with only myself to blame
("What? You really thought I'd blame someone else?")
As a side note and to further EXPLAIN how lame and insane I am, it took me more than a week to realize that I had made a stupid spelling mistake in this entry. Fuck you, blogger. You should be able to just know what word I am trying to use. Want to know how it CAME to me? As a vision, right before I was about to attempt to fall asleep. Like a flash....reign, rain, rein....damnit! And it still took me damn near 2 days later to fix it.
And that, my friends, is a true fucking story.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
11 comments:
I think you're pretty awesome too! ^_^
*squeeze!*
sdock, i think you're on a journey, too -- it's just harder to see because it's an internal one. it still requires strength though, strength that you have.
i'm glad you're here, too. there's a reason for each of us to be a part of blogbelieve, i really believe this. we were all drawn here for something beyond what we thought we were coming here for. maybe that sounds all mystical and healy-feely, but i truly think this place is magical.
you're definitely part of that magic, sdock.
*hugs*
♥
i like your words solly dock!!
*hugs* to you!!!!!!
look extra !'s for you!!!!!!
Thanks for making my morning in BlogBelieve so special!
my pleasure!!
i hate it when i miss you !
it has become part of my sad routine!
I ♥ U 2, Solly.
Never underestimate the power of your words. Many or few that you put out there are very important. They make me think, laugh, cry, and wish I could be as introspective as you.
sdock
Thanks for stopping by my place. It was good to see your words. I too miss how we used to talk so much more than now. It seems I'm always missing you. Take care. Your words are always wonderful to see!
*wakes up to a warm sloppy lick*
Nice!! =)
*sneaks over to Sockys'*
*lickety-licks Socky all over her right cheek*
*not that cheek!!*
*leaves a butt flick for Sockys' dude for not appreciating what a great girl he has*
Have a great day sweetie =)
Although I only glimpse you now and again I can feel your presence always.
Know that.
I miss the corner Solly D.
Did you have a rhyming dictionary for this?
*bows to your sweet abilities*
Thank you for visiting me again. To be honest, I keep assuming I scared you off forever, but it makes your comments all the sweeter.
You don't happen to live in an area of the South where you're gonna get flooded or hit by a tornado, do you?
0_0
I get worried.
Wow Solly! You have some mad rhyming skillzzzz!
You are never far from my thoughts either Miss Solly. I've thought about all of you so much. Sorry I haven't been around. Just hanging with the family a ton.
I miss you and I love you tons.
♥
Anima
Who?
You are a bright star so deep with rich potential that if you even catch the slightest reflection of your luminous glory, you hide back in the black nothingness you have created as your surroundings.
And you know you are better than that.
Post a Comment