See the little girl lost: walking through this world alone
She ain't looking for a lover, she's just looking for a home
If you want more than sympathy then look for something else
Cause she's not true to anyone, not even to herself
She'll have sixteen smiling strangers who are handing her a line
While she's drawing dirty pictures on the black side of your mind
And that body she'll let anybody hold, but the devil's got her soul
But if you take her, take her easy
Treat her gentle, she used to love me
See the little girl lost, pleading silently for help
Knowing no one understands her, she don't understand herself
She'll feed your hungry ego til you think you're quite a man
But you better count your fingers when she turns loose of your hand
Cause you're just a game she's playing any way that she can win
And you ain't about to touch her any deeper than her skin
In that body anybody can control, but the devil's got her soul
But if you take her, take her easy
Treat her gentle, she used to love me
I did not write this!!
Thanks Kris...I appreciate your letting me borrow those for today.
p.s. Damaged
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I'm always here little one, call me if you need me.
Love.
This little one takes care of all other little ones.
XD
Do you have any idea how much I adore you, or how much your comments mean to me?
I'm not sure you it's possible for you to know.
Happy not holidays, always here, cupcake.
xoxoxo
Thank you for your lovely comment on my blog.
I hope you had the most wonderful christmas sweetie.
All my love caz xxxx
P.S. I love you the mostest.
*sniffs sdocks bra*
Sdock?
Was this written about you? Is this where you get your "lost little girl" from?
I see power in that "lost little girl," just so you know.
I see this huge heart that anyone in their right mind would be jealous of.
I see a friend.
Damnit, Sdock. You'll find it. I don't know exactly what it is you're searching for to not be so lost, but you're going to find it. I have faith in that.
p.s. no you aren't.
*cubbles*
Hi, sweetie. Thank you SO much for the wonderful little note you left me at my blog.
You have NO idea how much I have missed you!!!
You and the Princess were the first people who talked to me when this all started. I'll never forget how kind you both were/are to me, and I'll be your 'sister from another mister' forever.
I love you, S! *hugz*
My anon friend,
Where are you? I thought you might come here and ask me anything you wanted.
Maybe there's nothing else you want to know...maybe, I am an open book.
You think?
I could always rewrite the ending.
I don't know if you're going to want to hear this or not, so I'm going to give you some space to decide. Maybe you want to wait until emotions aren't so high, because right now, this may come off as "balls to the wall" shit that you probably don't want to hear.
Okay, so you've either decided to wait, or you want the truth right now.
Drinking isn't going to solve anything. I know you know this. I read your post to Mayo and you've acknowledged this fact. It's not going to help this time, nor will it help the next time.
Read your words:
all I ever wanted was my daddy to be proud of me...all I ever wanted was to feel pretty. But I didn't and I don't...I still don't. Feel me?
Do you have any idea how brutally honest this is for me? I fucking know where you're coming from. I know. And the shit hurts. It feels like a bunch of hot knives stabbing you in the heart. I know.
Read your words:
Because nobody understands, that I can't make myself shut up.
Sdock, we've got people here 22.5/7. There will always be someone to listen to you whether you make sense or not. We're going to listen. You don't have to make yourself shut up. And believe, though people in the real world might not understand you, and you may not even understand you, know that you've got one fucking person that does, and they're on the other end of that rope. I feel it, too. It sucks beyond belief. But, I know there are people here willing to listen to me.
Read them:
Just for a little while, I want to believe that it's all good....that I did good and that my life is just the way it's meant to be. That I haven't let anyone down, that I am loved, and I am pretty.
I wake up every morning and go to bed every night with this in my head. I'm still trying to find my answer. I've still not found anyone that couldn't live without me. I turn my head away from every mirror. When I'm forced to look at it, I can't help but laugh at myself. It's messed up, but sometimes I guess it just has to be that way.
Read them again:
Well, at least I recognize that I fucked up tonight.
You didn't fuck up. Trial and error, Sdock. You saw that it didn't work, so maybe try something different next time when you feel like this. Don't turn to the drink. You see that it didn't work for you, so turn to us, or to your sister, or to someone that's close to you. Or turn to the music. It's always there.
So, wishes...wish, wish...what do I wish for you? May you always feel proud, loved, and pretty. And may you never feel you have to cry alone.
Now it's my turn to wish this for you and for myself.
There's a star outside. I'm going to go wish on it and you do the same.
Maybe this won't go on for very much longer. I'm tired of it, aren't you?
I'm always here when you need me, Rope Buddy.
Sdock, you didn't disappoint me. Not one bit. I was just honestly and genuinely concerned about you. We only know what each other is feeling because it's what we end up typing. I don't really know what's going on in your head, only what you allow us to know, you know? I just wanted you to be okay.
And please never feel like you have to write because of me. I was honestly just throwing ideas out there so you would do something constructive rather than destructive. I thought maybe if I mentioned writing, it would take your mind off of the current situation and put you in a different frame. It wasn't for my benefit :) I'm glad you did it with Mayo though. I know he always appreciates your words and honesty.
I just want you to be alright, Sdock. I want us all to be okay.
Love Mustard, Always.
Sdock, the no bra look is good for you.
I love you too sweetie, you always make me happy.
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