Nothing
Something
What
Not
Words
Heard
Share
Bare
Attention
Retention
Sustain
Refrain
Happy
Sappy
Hurt
Worth
Shame
Name
Slice
Twice
Truth
Sleuth
Shaken
Taken
Cold
Bold
Pause
Cause
Might
Fright
Open
Floating
Free
Sleep
Ask
Mask
Fake
Take
Lies
Cries
Child
Wild
Storm
Warm
Talking
Walking
Running
Shunning
Mirrors
Fears
Sick
Tricks
Contortion
Absorption
Twisted
Shifted
Inside
In time
Purge
Splurge
Puke
Fluke
Craziness
Laziness
Insanity
My family
Fits
Drifts
Pieces
Sleeplessness
Addicted
Afflicted
Wreckage
Message
Bury
Carry
Poison
Wanton
Ripping
Slipping
Tearing
Caring
Heart
Apart
Faith
Raped
Locked
Stocked
Ready
Steady
Repeat
Retreat
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28 comments:
sdock, this is amazing. I always love your writing.
Sdock, all I can say is that I really really miss you. Like tons.
Thinking about you,
Anima
Dude.
You gotta change the purple. You know I'm like legally blind. Almost.
Guess what?
I'm listening to Cubicles. ^_^
I don't think you're an ass.
I ♥ you.
-♥-
Mustard
*appears in a Lysol cloud and suited up in gas mask equipment*
*Darth Vader Voice*
No, I think we're good! ;)
Why are you apologizing? We have fucky days. And being sick makes it so much worse. Have a good night, Sdock! See you around tomorrow :)
I like doing this now:
-♥-
Mustard
*hugz*
Drive-by insanity, at your service.
Hope you feel better soon!
I miss you. :(
Oh, sdock!
I've missed you so very much, too.
Various reasons. Real life, that kinda sort real life next to that one, all these things distracting me.
I have one of those outrageously garish coats with the super thick faux fur in a soothing blue color.
I'm awfully roomy in it all alone.
Wanna come and snuggle up my day?
1. Get well.
2. We'll start over tomorrow.
3. "That'll be me one day."
It's all possible. We have to be better people, and we are capable of this. He's capable of this. We all mess up. We are all messed up.
But.
We are good. We are patient. We are kind. This is it.
Hey just wanted to stop by and say I've missed you. It seems the last couple of days I haven't gotten to talk to you. I'm totally going through withdraw. I miss when we would hang in the corner.
Sdock!
I unlocked the door, and you came in!
Thanks for that. Even though we tell each other nearly every day, it never hurts to say it again.
Thank you for being there and talking about crazy things with me.
I feel like we've grown so much over this time. But, like you said, we've still got a good bit to go.
But it's easier with friends.
I ♥ you, Sdock. And don't you ever forget it!
sdock, the one thing i'm not able do is stop believing. i'm hopeless that way. even when i'm in my darkest moments -- like the one i described on my blog -- there's still a tiny fragment of my mind that knows tomorrow it will be different, tomorrow things will change.
and so, i truly believe in the power of this little world of ours. i can already feel the changes it's inspiring in me, and i know that it's changing the rest of us, too, each according to our own needs and at our own paces.
i believe that blogbelieve will give you the courage to come out of your cave, when it's exactly right for you to do so.
it's okay to believe in magic.
it's okay to believe in happy endings.
we're each of us the princess.
be strong, sdock. the magic is working on you, too.
*slips the rope from her wrists and jumps up*
*runs to sd10 and jumps on her head*
you are so pathetic i love you more. and remember you cvan give me extra and harder spanks for my spellng errors.
*jumps off her and gives her a wet willie.*
*runs back to house to hide behind the big hairy bush*
you are a smart girlie sdock!
thanks for popping into mine!
much appreciated!
take care.
Thank you for the birthday wishes, DollySock! :D
*squeeze!*
Hello there, Sdock.
How goes the day?
How about some snuggling? I'm so tired but I can't sleep just yet.
Eloquence is nonexistent. I hope you don't mind my stiff way of typing at the moment.
Sdockie, I really do miss you as well! :( I think I've been trying to avoid the blogs lately. It's like a mind-block in my brain telling me to steer clear of them. (I don't really know why)
I hope I see you on the blogs soon, I'm going crazy without my daily installment of Sdock! =]
Love you lots,
- 007
<3
Perhaps that running away together bit isn't such a terrible idea....
Where would you like to try and start a new life?
For some odd reason, I'm thinking Maine. Or perhaps Alaska. (Obviously I don't mind the cold. Do you?)
Are you a warm or cool weather person?
Desert? Forest? Urban? We should find a compromise together and decide where to run to.
Solly,
I'M BACK!!!!!! I missed you so much!
I still have a lot to catch up on here and at work, but I hope to swing by DM's sometime today.
I love you tons and tons,
Anima
SDock,
Just a small note to let you know that J. and I both are glad we have got to know you and count you as not only our friend, but our Family. Please take care of yourself, and don't let anyone crush your spirit and passion.
You know, I still can't get over how strange it was for us both to read that one poem and think of Mayo. I guess he really needed to read it! :)
Love,
L. and J.
And then I find myself back in the corner, I look up and see you there. You're standing in the doorway. I am surprised to find you looking at me. I am shaking from the inside out. My eyes are burning from the tears. I expect you to say something...to ask me what's wrong, but, instead you just hold out your hand and I take it. And tonight, no words need to be spoken.
this is beautiful. it brought up the tears i've been biting back tonight.
I would give anything to make you not feel like that.
It only takes one event, one word, one thing to make it all come flooding back.
We know this all too well.
I wish I had the words to say that would make it better, but I don't know them. I don't have any idea how to even string them together.
Hold his hand. Tight.
Thank you so much for your words over at my blog. I wish I could make you feel better. As I type these words, I realize they sound corny and insignificant. When someone tells me to feel better I sometimes feel like yelling, "Feel better?! What the fuck do you know!? Do you have any clue?! No, you don't asshat!" But, I really hope things start getting better. Just hang on, and know that we love you.
Love,
Baroness Star
Dawn
Hello darling,
Have you spun the globe yet?
I must get in the bath. I will be back in a bit.
Thank you for being here Sdock.
Thank you.
xoxo cupcake
You're going to think I'm an idiot.
I was like, "You know I am? What the hell am I?"
Then I got it. And I get it.
And it wouldn't matter. I couldn't talk my way out of a paper bag. It would be the same old shit. Just like it always is. It always hits me, and there's no escaping it. I go to bed with it. I wake up with it. It's in every corner, every crevice, every vein, and every thought.
Kind of like always.
Your post to Mayo tonight was amazing. I thought about his blog all day today. I couldn't get it out of my head because I knew what he was talking about. I knew exactly what that felt like.
Thank you for everything, Sdock. Just like you don't know what you would do without us, without this place? I don't either.
Love.
Mustard
sdock10
You are simply...one of the most caring and loving people. You always do your best to make everyone feel like they are special, I bet, even when you don't feel like it.
I watch in amazement, how you weave in and out of emotions that you honestly share with us all.
I must admit the word "fuck" has become very special to me.Sometimes, I say it for fun, just to give homage to you.
Thank you again, for the B-days wishes.
much love
`sc
hey sdock!!
just wanted to pop in and say that your post to mayo last night was everything i wanted to say but couldn't have possibly said it that well so didn't bother!
you are a clever chick and you are spot on!!
sorry to hear your man is being a shit about your cough!! WTF!!
love to you!!
I heard you needed some giggling which I'm rather adept at.
So. Ahem.
Giggle-giggle-giggle-cough hack.
Sorry. Must be fiending for nicotine.
Anyway, I hope you had a lovely breakfast. It's my favorite meal of the day.
I love you and I'm going to smother you!
....
In love and snuggles, not in neediness.
Anyway, Licking!
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